by Andrew Millar
CW: body horror, gore, and cannibalism I want to taste the drying blood around his mouth, Flecked and pooled in mauvish patches on his lips With slivers shorn off spindly supraspinatus Draped on white incisors; dripping velvet curtains. I want to feel his eyes on me when we eat, As though he ate with mouth and gaze entwined, Through greedy gulps of blood and sybaritic glances; Prostrate at the altar of flesh. If he asked I’d press my lips to crimson, streaked And stretched from pointed chin to pearly navel; I’d taste the roughish ferric glide of tongue on tongue, Our fingers interlocked and webbed like sinew. When my teeth tore through his pectoralis I felt myself inside him, not he inside me; He moaned and cried and kissed me hard-- He begged to eat more, eat more; bones and all. In another life our bodies lie enwound, Edenic on the Holy Plains of Flesh, In a world that’s ours; where I am his-- Darling, I want you inside me forever. Andrew Millar is an emerging writer based in Brisbane/Meanjin, studying literature and philosophy. He writes poetry, fiction, and non-fiction essays. Some of his poems and non-fiction can be found in Jacaranda Journal and Exordium. His never-ending project is a quest for a poetics of embodiment that feels authentic to lived experience.
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by Clare Roche
the inky dog circles close I breathe out midnight blue, soundless mist descends I stagger, pulled by violet undertows that sweep me to my knees I taste the wind, watch the restless fish that dart and twist through my chest I dream of eggshells and snow -soft feathers brushing against fine bone cages that trap, close and dark I am undone until one day, a sliver, an opening, swell of light and I exhale a riot of colour. Clare Roche (she/her) lives and loves on Gadigal land in Sydney's inner west. Her poetry has been published in online journals in the UK, the US, Germany, and Australia. Her commercial fiction manuscript 'The Garden' was shortlisted for the Harper Collins Banjo Prize (2022). by Carl Griffin
Other power countries built skyscrapers and dipped their shoulders in outer space but we drilled to the mantle of the earth beyond the depth of an ocean trench. To understand himself, a man must mine his own heart. To understand the immense complexities of his lifespan, he must dig down through layers of the organ he did not know existed. First, the crust. Get beyond that, you reach a whole new perspective. How hard we tried with a drill pipe and rig, and torque and two decades, through fossils, through scepticism and rock crystals. Every year you age, the earth becomes hotter, you can’t even dream of the heat to come, the burns, the suffocation, the awareness that survival is the highest privilege. Our eyebrows raised so high they came clean off, the drill bits frazzled by the centimetre. Until a man could fall for four minutes and not land. Guard your heart or hell will surge up until the pressing must be reeled back to keep dark seven miles that barely cut the crust with a metal hole cover and a dozen rusting bolts. I was the last worker out of the drill room but we will reassemble. We will understand. Carl Griffin is from South Wales. His first poetry collection, Throat of Hawthorn, was published by Indigo Dreams Publishing in 2019. In 2020, his book-length poem, Arrival at Elsewhere, written for charity with the help of one hundred poets, was published by Against the Grain. by Mark O’Flynn
It’s Australia for God’s sake. Here are the swimming cozies, the varieties of sauce, but where is the mythical snow? Out there on the mulga chilling the champers for the opal miners, that’s where. The way they talk the deserts should be full of it. Occurs only once in a pinkish moon, if then. Weighs the branches down to breaking point. Do we really see ourselves as a skiing nation? A land of snowmen in white bowling cricket balls of hail. Ski-jump girls like upside down helicopters. The slippery images slide like loose gravel, an old cardigan with holes in the elbows, a tipsy uncle with a carrot for a nose, like panthers left behind by American soldiers to run wild after the war. All good means of describing snow, its aftermath, its myth, its place in the national interest how like everyone else we aspire to be. Mark O’Flynn’s novel The Last Days of Ava Langdon (UQP) was short listed for the Miles Franklin Award, 2017, the Prime Minister’s Literary Award as well as winning the Voss Literary Award, 2017. His most recent collection of poetry is Einstein’s Brain (Puncher & Wattmann, 2022). by Laurie Donaldson Dragonfly That long day the dragonfly died, its wings now almost transparent, but still seeming to change hue. Gossamer, I thought, not sure if the hopeful summers to come would ever be the same. A thin movement of air lifts its slender frame, its marking you can’t define, iridescence lost. The dreaded call comes faintly, that it was time to go, to move on from this favoured spot. I cup its floating impression, unsure if it has weight at all, and try to blow the insect back to life, into the air, to snub this terrible interruption, before I climb into the stuffy car and fold my newly formed wings into myself, hoping that drab will become colour, will be my future. Scorpion grass
High summer, sun wheedles, heat pulses, and forget-me-not tinsel waves below black-headed gulls pulling at sky threads. All feels slackened, motes on careless random air, mouse ear foliage on display, impossible blue with yellow dot target, inviting me to you. Such metallic growth with machine age sheen, self-loving to earth, buds cloistered with promise, grace note brittle. Don’t forget me, I say as you turn leaves towards autumn. And I fold myself into frayed pages, to flatten my old spurned love, so that one day I’ll find you again a flash of lost colour unexpectedly slipping from a book I had meant to read again. Laurie Donaldson (he/him) is a member of the Greenock Writers’ Club and the Federation of Writers (Scotland). He reads at open mics, and has had poems in Dreich, Cold Moon Journal and the Primo Poetica Collection, and in anthologies, and he reviews new poetry for the Glasgow Review of Books. by Grant Shimmin
It’s a dance of steps so delicate and tentative it barely seems to move Mine marking the softening of the frost on the bridge’s age-worn timbers and the danger of putting my partner to flight The heron’s marking mine and the movement of morsels unaware in the still shallows Its glance up freezes my icy shuffle long enough for it to thrust two shallow stabs that shatter the glassy surface unsuccessfully, but only briefly, as it slows, waiting on the fishes’ forgetfulness, cocked front leg and rapier bill poised in parallel. Grateful for the forward slide the reset allows, I’m doubly so to be in place for a replay rapid in its sharp brutality then slowed slightly for the two-gulp swallow now imperfectly captured on my phone It seems this dance is over and in my head I bow deeply in gratitude If my partner is grateful for my caution there’s no evidence Just a sweep, wide-winged, imperious across the stilling surface of the pool Grant Shimmin is a South African-born poet long resident in New Zealand. He counts humanity, nature, and their relationship as poetic passions. He has work published/forthcoming at Roi Faineant, Does it Have Pockets?, The Hooghly Review, underscore_magazine, Amethyst Review, Dreich and elsewhere. by Lucy Norton patrilineal dreamt you were a poem i kept writing you if i am alive it means parts of you are still dreamt you were an ocean i kept being afraid of you if i am alive it means i am here to reunite ghosts of lineage past what would it mean for them to taste freedom? shackles look different but i know yours because they became mine we both had pain to run from you just got away first i am choosing to run towards instead create a new legacy one you might’ve wanted to inherit to give to us you were second last of your brothers to die but the first to put up a fight dreamt you were a story i’ll keep writing you her waters
our rivers call me by names i haven’t heard before arms extending across mouth and state and sea gentle pull at my seams gotta unravel to hear ‘em ocean is loudest when i’m coastal can’t go anywhere without hearing her song mama says when you become water you will sail sometimes i’m done fighting to float feels like birthright i am a willing participant this is a devotion i belong to Lucy Norton is a storyteller of Koori & Quechua heritage living on Gadigal land. Her work explores lived experience, and aims to navigate the complexities of relationality and memory. They're a recipient of the Varuna First Nations Fellowship 2023, Red Room Emerging Poet's Residency 2024 and their work has been published in kindling & sage, Sunder Journal and Right Now Magazine. by Damien Becker
Jesus, late of Mater Hospital South Brisbane entrance, was carved with a chainsaw, hewn from the safety of bark casting by steel cutter teeth, further detailed with a chisel, gouge and bent, then sanded back to prayer. We love complaints! reads the poster on the wall behind the messiah as opportunities to learn. Car lights exiting the underworld parking on their way to West End flash through the stained glass of the empty chapel behind the vending machine and those spirits are moving through and over me, my bald head the Sacré-Cœur Montmartre disco ball on a Saturday night. I wander the pews, rest to hang myself over in service to oxygenation, in-patient mirror of His attendant curve. We share air in the dry silence, neither with anything to say, His cheeks stained with rose wax, mine paled with deficiency, flow sapped. A revelation: I consider anointing my forehead with Coke Zero in supplication, but I am shy with total strangers and anyhow, my Father is calling me from Melbourne to talk footy. Damien Becker is a disabled writer and community development worker from Murwillumbah NSW on Bundjalung Country. An award-winning spoken word artist, his poetry has been published by Australian Poetry Journal, Verity La, Bramble Journal, and Sunder Journal, among others. He lives with cystic fibrosis and is a double-lung transplant recipient. by Peter Viggers
That worm in the ear those worms of the soil elvis wiggling down in the deep radiant colours like Joseph’s coat sunk five fathoms to a sunless hole feeding on whalebones back-biting each other no shore for the leaving no star to be seen ten thousand mouths a shimmer of song a whale call vibrating in the depths of my ear collapsing the space between them and us a body of water a body of bone the distance of difference the strangely same wearing their gold a jitterbug jive the brilliance of pink the glamour of glow. Elvis having a whale in heaven below. Note: the fourth species’ shimmery pink and gold scales earned it the name P. elvisi, a tribute to the King of Rock ‘n’ Roll. Peter Viggers gained an MA in Poetry (2016) from the University of Manchester; poems shortlisted for the Bridport Competition, the Anthony Cronin International Poetry Award and Brian Dempsey Memorial Poetry Award; and published, amongst others, in Orbis, SMOKE, Ink Sweat and Tears, Best New British and Irish Poets Anthology (2021). by Lisa Zerkle
Once I watched a snake encircle the post of a picnic shelter, spiraling towards a wren’s nest tucked under the eave, not dissuaded by the shrieking pair of swooping decoys or their frenetic flailing as it breached their haven atop the post, plenty of time to consider how it would allow each egg into its mouth, how each would shatter into tasty slurry of slime and shell, those brood-warm ovals cradled in beak-woven straw, how—no rush-- it would swallow all but only one by one. Lisa Zerkle’s poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Quartet, Heavy Feather Review, The Collagist, Nimrod, storySouth, among others. She was the creator and curator of 4X4CLT, a public art and poetry series for Charlotte Lit. In January 2023, she was awarded an MFA in Poetry from Warren Wilson College. She lives with her husband and a 100 pound slobbery bulldog named Ozzie. Follow her on Instagram @hag_lore |
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