by Elspeth Findlay
Mornings I’d wiggle out of mother’s grasp ungroomed, With the elements, she’s made a pact, red tangle top, barefoot, clothes immaterial, She calls them out, they heed her back, I wore my magic mantle out into the sunlit stream, With fire’s force and water’s flow, a little witch, constantly on call to officiate with land’s spirit and air’s blow at births, deaths and marriages as above, so below, in childhood, all my days were holy days. I attended the delivery of slippery little parcels of puppies As the droplets of water are sprinkled watched bitches lick them open and opened others if allowed. a new heart, I cheered on lumpy sacksful of foal as they slooshed out filled with love and faith, mares sweating, their sides heaving in great contractile waves. touched by grace I watched egg toothed chicks burst their brittle shelter blessed and embraced Supervised the first flippered staggerings of baby turtles. Deaths required respectful burials, feathers and fur smoothed your life we honor, a few ritual words about the deceased, a wreath laid your memory we cherish grass flowers or mimosa, I confess to close examinations, today as we say goodbye the perfection of pinions, the gorgeous greens of budgies there is gratitude for your life the padded paws of cats, the insides of those attacked, your departure we accept. I closed the empty eyes of those I’d known. At ‘marriages’ I’d arrive uninvited, fascinated for better for worse by the end to end, inflight sex of dragonflies, ‘til death us do part hovering as wagtail pairs wove nests of grass and hair for richer for poorer respectfully present at the winding binding of snakes, to have and to hold enchanted by the elegant bridal dance of brolgas. to love and to cherish Breathlessly, I blessed them all. Dwelling in community in the Northern Rivers of NSW, Elspeth Findlay’s poetry and prose burrows into live-wild and loving cultures, inciting radical metamorphosis needed in these incendiary times. Published in the Northerly, Coastlines, Emergent Literary Journal, Poetry for the Planet anthology, it also tours with the Bimblebox 153 Birds exhibition. Her Fiction ‘The Diviner’ is in Jacaranda and won the National Campus Writing Prize. Her first poetry collection was launched by Dangerously Poetic Press in October 2024.
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by Christian Ward
I mistook some sea monkeys for my house keys and ended with a revolt in my pocket. I mistook a barn owl for my wallet and received ossified pellets in exchange for credit card points. I mistook a glasswing butterfly for my glasses and an overwhelming desire for nectar lifted me off the ground. I mistook the ocean for my oyster card and a tidal wave knocked on my bedroom window, asking for its pearls back. Among other things, I mistook marriage for a funeral pyre, love for a ticking pomegranate, grief for a pelt of rain, and a cuttlefish for poetry. I once mistook dreaming for an uncaught trout and an entire river rushed through me when I woke. Christian Ward is a UK-based poet, with recent work in Southword, Ragaire, Okay Donkey, and Roi Faineant. Longlisted for the 2023 National Poetry Competition (UK), he won a number of competitions in 2024, including the Maria Edgeworth, Pen to Print, London Independent Story Prize and the Shahidah Janjua Poetry Competition. by Reilly Loughlin
I brew a pot of jasmine tea, the same kind my mother drinks. How we disembowel each other. A group of crows is a murder and so is a houseful of women. My mother likes small spaces; I am claustrophobic. I ask my grandmother what she had for dinner and she replies, grief, always grief. My sister stares at her own frozen face onscreen: Narcissus perpetua; caught between obsession and disgust. I live with my mouth stuffed full of bees. I’m always look how much hurt I can swallow, or, look how much pain I can cause. I wear my mother’s shadow. This very room is pregnant. Women tripping over women, the spectacle of daughter and daughter folded like origami until no one knows who is who. I drink my wine. Someone else drinks her jasmine tea. I tie up my hair. I shed my wants like snakeskin and do my best not to forget my lines. Reilly Loughlin was raised in the Northern Rivers in NSW, and recently completed her Bachelor of Writing at UQ. You can find her in UQ’s Exordium issue 11, arguing the merits of fanfiction, or in Jacaranda Journal edition 11.2. She enjoys wooden floorboards, pelicans, and hosting dinners for her friends. by Mark O'Flynn
for Kate Fagan Against the empty storm clouds those white cockatoos like rents in canvas drift through the air left by fire. The clean sheets of their wings vivid as charcoal on snow. Acoustic cries fill the ashen void between scorched tree and leaden sky. They strip the blackened bark like metal at a car wreck fossick with primitive impatience on the verge of food. What language do they croak? what devious vernacular of proclamation and waste? Arranged phonetically with blundering morphemes like hacksaws grumbling through the air’s dirty paragraph. You lean from your window oppressed by rain as one stone age cockatoo in the face of desolation shrieks relentless greeting across the heavy sky hello hello hello. Mark O’Flynn’s novel The Last Days of Ava Langdon (UQP) was short listed for the Miles Franklin Award, 2017, the Prime Minister’s Literary Award as well as winning the Voss Literary Award, 2017. His most recent collection of poetry is Undercoat (Liquid Amber Press, 2022). by Leni Shilton White smoke in the trees lifts slowly, it weaves through the empty frames. They hang from the branches like mirrors. She hung them there looking for herself, her mother – for all the mothers. For the women who were once here she listens in the stillness for their voices. The smoke winds sleep-like from her campfire, drifting this side to that. She puts the billy to boil and the crack of flames is the only sound in the wide yawn of quiet. A honeyeater alights on a frame its call startled and loud, the whole forest alert watching for the smoke. The frames rock in the breeze. Unblinking eyes capturing the forest, the birds the distance. She paints late into the day forgetting herself until the sun drops, the cold comes in. As the light lowers, she walks about reaches into trees collecting frames. They clatter into her bag, into darkness like eyes closing. She empties the billy onto dry leaves, breathes in eucalyptus. She packs away her paintings her paints, the perfect blend of green, of grey. She tips water on the campfire steps back from the blast of steam. The last of the coals scattered, she heaves bags on her shoulder trudges up the creek bed, feet slipping in the dry sand. Behind her, the forest is itself again No frames to look through, no fire or smoke just itself for a thousand miles, stretching and shaking in the breeze. Leni Shilton is a poet and verse novelist. Her book Walking with camels won the 2020 NT Chief Ministers Book Award. Leni’s poetry work appears in journals and anthologies, and she judged the 2020 Stella Prize. After many years in Mparntwe | Alice Springs, she now lives on Dja Dja Wurrung country. Image credit Pam French
Fowlers Gap/Broken Hill area, acknowledging the Wilyakali/Wijaali peoples Poem from exhibition: Mother Mother with my sister, visual artist Pam French Newstead Arts Hub, Newstead, Victoria, Dja Dja Wurrung Country, 5-27 October 2024 by Allison Camp Ode to the corpse “The Dermestid Beetle, sometimes referred to as a carpet or skin beetle, belongs to the family Dermesidate. This beetle species feeds on dry-moist animal material, ensuring that decaying and dead flesh is recycled. Invariably these beetles will show up at a carcass to aid in decomposition…” -Skull Taxidermy My dear, cold dead damp rotting at roadside, a generous splay. Your sweet stench lures me. Intoxicating cadaverine and putrescine, pungent perfume which I fancy ambergris envies. My probing mouth lovingly caresses each metacarpal, vertebral arch. No pulp evades my insatiable maw. My wormy form burrows under your fur in gluttonous consumption. A grotesque Hungry Caterpillar. Your crevices are scraped clean in my wake, elegant bones gleam white. Now, you are gone my decomposing darling. I will hide -- secret, sealed, corporeal melt, dream of decay. The circularity is not lost on me. Jumbled soup congeals, my form recombines, your muscle now mine. Spotted elytra and wings unfurl. I fly to find you again. Roadkill
more like murder via high-speed habitat intrusion more like killer road more like vehicular slaughter more like we kill anything that gets in our way more like paved graveyard more like corpse corridor more like a gruesome museum of local wildlife – mangled specimens only. Allison Camp (she/her) is a Washington State native now living and working in North Carolina. She is a scientist by training and has a deep affinity for biology and the fascinating details that abound in nature. Connect with her on Substack: https://allisoncamp.substack.com/ or Instagram: @eclectic.curiosity. by Paris Rosemont
Your little yuzu sapling should have tipped me off to your love of zest. You tended to it with the care and patience of a zen master cultivating inner peace. I have begun craving the tart tang of tangerine tickling my tastebuds, imagining you on my tongue as I dip into the pink flesh of a grapefruit wedge—sweet, bitter and sourish—bright as a sharp slap prickling pungent as smelling salts. My lips pucker as I suck the rind bare as my cunt—a slow kiss laced with a lick of vinegar. Love flays me—I tingle. My senses awaken to you; the blood orange dribbling acidic into each tiger stripe of my wounds. I become an ouroboros, consuming my own marrow, marinating in your secretions. I am raw—my translucent flesh transformed by the lime of your love. Paris Rosemont is the author of Banana Girl (WestWords, 2023), shortlisted for the Association for the Study of Australian Literature’s 2024 Mary Gilmore Award for a first volume of poetry. Her second collection, Barefoot Poetess, is due for release in early 2025. Paris may be found at www.parisrosemont.com. by Kate Compston
The other world is here, just under our fingertips. --Charles Wright Child in the garden mines the winter soil for worms to tempt a cocksure robin. The pulsing of a worm, of earth within the worm, shocks her at core. No-one has told her all the world’s a dance. Woman in the darkness plays her lover’s octaves of vertebrae, rehearses notes and space between the notes, teases sonatas out from bone, skin, woken whisperings of blood: a music played by heart. Mother in the dawnlight soothes her baby: sorrows for her own crass roughnesses, is awed by contours of her child’s unblemished landscape. Under the fontanelle, a dragon huffs a lifetime’s threats. Mourner in the hospice strokes her father’s watercolour hands; wants to paint in oils to bring back colour, vibrancy. Under tissue-skin, the merest flicker — as though he stops to bless her. Then the slipping past. Kate worked as a counsellor in the NHS, then voluntarily in a hospice setting. She lives by the Atlantic in Cornwall, has been involved with XR, and is trying to learn BSL. (She dislikes abbreviations …) She feels writing itself is enough to quicken the blood — publication an affirming bonus. by Glen Hunting
This place’s wounds are sacred ranges, sagging houses, scarified sedans. But body art can’t disrupt the eruption of buffel. Only the blossoms move with the seasons: spectra in rubble waiting beside the rails. Standing room only for refugees after rain. Glen Hunting is a writer from Perth, Western Australia (Boorloo, Whadjuk Noongar boodja), now living in Mparntwe (Alice Springs) on Arrernte country. His poetry has been published in Plumwood Mountain Journal, Meniscus, Portside Review, London Grip New Poetry, Burrow, and elsewhere. He was the recipient of a 2024 Varuna/Arts NT residential fellowship. by Zoe Odessa
My heart is too big for my body / So you take a piece and hold it under your tongue / Hair between fingers, criss-crossing / (weaving I love you I love you I love you) / into the back of your head / Peals of laughter, choking sobs, stony silences / Head to toe on your bed / breathing in time / You’d kill for me / I’d kill for you / Halving clementines and sharing gum / He doesn’t deserve you / You stick your fingers down my throat / To clear out the dust / Hold my hair back as I retch / Then kneel as if in prayer / So I may hold back yours / And yes there are moments / Stretches / Of silence / Of wondering / Where have you gone / But you spring back / as ever / And our hearts meld as one again and / Forever Zoe Odessa (she/her) is a 23-year-old poet and writer who wishes to be utterly consumed by words. Currently based in Cairns, Australia, on Yirrganydji land, she is at the tail end of her USYD B.A in English Literature. She loves difficult women and challenging feminist literature. She has previously had poetry published in Sour Cherry Mag. You can find her on her instagram @zoe_odessa_ |
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